Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Eternal Longing

Just another day, she thought. So ordinary, so normal it felt
Just another meeting, she thought. So abuzz, so usual it felt
Just another face, she thought. So many around, so crowded it felt
Just another cuppa, she thought. So to the brim, so hot it felt

Just another stare, she thought. But so transfixed, so enigmatic it felt
Just another moment, she thought. But so rare, so crazy it felt
Just another smile, she thought. But so shy, so silly she felt
Just another conversation, she thought. But so loved, so comfortable she felt
Just another soul, she thought. But so connected, so drawn to it she felt

Just another night, she thought. But so eager, so awake she felt
Just another feeling, she thought. But so blessed, so sorry she felt
Just another desire, she thought. But so elusive, so helpless she felt
Just another of life’s teaser, she thought. But so sad, so agitated she felt
Just another memory, she thought. But so wishful, so hopeful she felt

Life's Strife

Here, they say 'be yourself'
and when you gather your guts to give it a try
a hundred thoughts and a hundred people can make you cry
even before you try, you begin to ask why

Here, they say 'take the road less travelled'
This seems to be the glorified thing to do
You travel the realms of reality and reach peaks of practicality
Struggling to rather make your road the best travelled

Here, they say 'have no regrets'
and you wonder, how can that be
when I am given this, I think about that
and when I am here, I cannot be there, right?

Here they say 'be the change you wish to see'
In this pursuit, what you grew up believing seems no longer true
this shakes your confidence and you begin to feel the blues
But, things change, people change and you grapple each day changing for change

Here, they say 'have fun'
Many rules are not to be shunned
You are told, 'Don't do this', 'Never go there'
Agitation urges you to run, but you don't know where

Here, they say 'be positive'
Let go your past, have faith in your present
pin hope in your future, pretty please
After all it is in your blood to B+

Do you know what lies in between
The here and there
The past and present
The ifs' and buts'
The yes and No....
your life!, simple isn’t it?